I'm sorry you're having to think about this difficult situation, but it's wise to understand your options ahead of time. Based on what others have shared here, it sounds like you would likely be eligible for survivor benefits as an ex-spouse since your marriage lasted 29 years (well over the 10-year requirement) and you haven't remarried. The key thing I'm gathering is that you'd receive whichever benefit is higher - either your current $1,450 or potentially close to his $2,900 (depending on when you apply and your age at the time). Just wanted to add that you might also want to keep track of any changes to his address or contact information if possible, as SSA sometimes needs to verify details about the deceased person's work history and benefits. Wishing you the best as you navigate this.

Just to add another perspective - I work for a nonprofit that helps seniors navigate Social Security issues, and we see this situation fairly often. You're absolutely on the right track planning ahead. One thing I'd emphasize is that when you do apply for survivor benefits (if needed), make sure to ask the SSA representative to calculate both scenarios - continuing your current benefit versus switching to the survivor benefit. Sometimes there are nuances in the calculations that aren't immediately obvious. Also, if you're working or plan to work in the future, be aware that earnings limits may apply to survivor benefits before your FRA, just like they do for retirement benefits. The good news is that your 29-year marriage gives you a very strong eligibility foundation, and the fact that you're thinking about this proactively will serve you well.

Update: I finally got through to SSA this morning! The representative confirmed they have the correct start date for my Medicare (August 2022) despite what the letter said. She told me the Medicare reimbursement should come within 6-8 weeks as a separate payment. She also noted that I'll see the reimbursement pending in my MySocialSecurity account before it hits my bank account. Thanks everyone for your help and sharing your experiences. I'll update again when I receive the payment!

Great to see you got through to SSA and got some clarity! That MySocialSecurity account tip is really valuable - I didn't know the reimbursement would show up there first. For others still waiting, it might be worth setting up online access if you haven't already. Having a way to track these things online beats calling and waiting on hold for hours. LunarEclipse, definitely keep us posted when you get that reimbursement - it'll help give the rest of us a realistic timeline to expect.

I'm in a similar boat at 62 - laid off from my engineering job last year and facing the same age discrimination you're describing. It's heartbreaking when you have decades of experience but companies won't even give you a chance. Regarding SSDI, I'd encourage you to at least get a consultation with a disability attorney who offers free case evaluations. They can quickly assess whether your medical conditions are likely to meet SSA's criteria. Many work on contingency, so you only pay if you win. One thing to consider: even if the application process takes a year, you'd still get 2+ years of benefits before FRA, and those benefits are paid retroactively to your application date if approved. Plus, having that steady income might reduce stress on your marriage during this difficult period. The age discrimination is real and infuriating. I've started removing graduation dates from my resume and using a more recent email address, but it only helps so much. Have you considered reaching out to your state's vocational rehabilitation services? Sometimes they have programs specifically for older workers facing employment barriers. Whatever you decide, don't let anyone make you feel like you're "giving up" by considering disability. If you have legitimate medical conditions that affect your ability to work, you've paid into this system for decades and deserve to use it.

I'm 63 and went through a very similar experience last year - laid off after 25 years with my company when they "restructured." The age discrimination is absolutely real and soul-crushing. I must have sent out 200 applications and got maybe 10 responses, most of them rejections within hours of applying. I ended up applying for SSDI and was approved after about 6 months. My advice: if you have documented medical conditions that genuinely limit your ability to work, go for it. The financial security has been a godsend, and knowing it converts to my full retirement benefit at FRA takes away a lot of anxiety about the future. The application process isn't fun - lots of paperwork and medical records to gather - but it's not impossibly difficult if you're organized about it. I did it without a lawyer since my conditions were well-documented. The key is being thorough and honest about how your conditions affect your daily activities and work capacity. One thing that helped me was keeping a daily journal for a few weeks before applying, documenting my symptoms, pain levels, and how they limited my activities. The disability examiner found this very helpful during my phone interview. Don't let anyone make you feel bad about considering this option. We've paid into the system our entire working lives, and if you legitimately can't work due to medical issues, this is exactly what SSDI is for. The peace of mind alone has been worth it for me.

I'm so sorry for your loss. I just went through this exact process 6 months ago when I turned 60, and I completely understand the confusion about conflicting information from SSA! You absolutely CAN apply by phone - don't let anyone tell you otherwise. Here's what worked for me: 1. Call 1-800-772-1213 early morning (around 8 AM) for the best chance of getting through 2. Tell them you want to schedule a phone appointment to apply for survivor benefits 3. They'll schedule it for your 60th birthday or shortly after 4. About 2 weeks before your appointment, they'll mail you forms to complete 5. During the hour-long phone interview, they'll walk you through everything For documents, I mailed certified copies of my marriage certificate using certified mail with return receipt. They returned everything to me within 3 weeks, and I got my first payment about 6 weeks after the phone appointment. The rep who told you that you MUST come in person was definitely misinformed. I never set foot in an SSA office and everything went smoothly. Having your husband's SSN, death date, and marriage date ready will help the process go faster. Don't stress - the phone process is actually much easier than the office visit! You've got enough to worry about without dealing with long office waits on your birthday.

I'm so sorry for your loss, and I completely understand your frustration with the conflicting information from SSA! I went through this exact same situation about 9 months ago, and I can confirm that you absolutely CAN apply by phone. Here's what I learned from my experience: - The local office reps sometimes give outdated or incorrect information about phone applications - Call the national number (1-800-772-1213) and specifically ask to schedule a "survivor benefits phone appointment" - Best calling times are right at 8:00 AM on weekdays - I got through on my second try this way - They'll mail you paperwork about 2 weeks before your scheduled phone appointment - The actual phone interview takes about 45-60 minutes and they're very thorough For the marriage certificate, I sent a certified copy via certified mail with tracking, and they returned it to me within 2-3 weeks. Since SSA already has your husband's death certificate on file, that part should be straightforward. One tip: when you call, don't mention that a local office rep told you it had to be in-person. Just ask to schedule the phone appointment as if that's normal (because it is!). The phone process was actually much less stressful than I expected, and I received my first payment about 5 weeks after the interview. You're doing the right thing by starting early - this gives you time to get everything sorted properly without rushing. Don't let one misinformed rep discourage you!

One important correction to what others have said: When you file at 62 for ex-spousal benefits, you'll receive approximately 32.5% of your ex's PIA (not 35%). This is because spousal/ex-spousal benefits at 62 are reduced by 35% from the full 50% you'd receive at your FRA. I'd recommend creating a my Social Security account online if you haven't already. There you can see your estimated retirement benefit. Then call SSA to find out what your ex-spousal benefit would be. Compare both reduced amounts at 62 and both full amounts at your FRA to make an informed decision.

As someone who went through this process recently, I'd strongly recommend getting both benefit estimates before making any decisions. The "breakeven" analysis is crucial - you need to know at what age the higher monthly payment from waiting would make up for the years of missed payments from filing early. Also, don't forget that if you're still working and file at 62, you'll be subject to the earnings test. For 2024, you lose $1 in benefits for every $2 earned over $22,320. This might make filing early less attractive if you're planning to keep working full-time. One strategy some people use is to file a restricted application at FRA if eligible, but the rules around this changed in 2016 and it's quite complex. Definitely worth discussing with an SSA representative to understand all your options.